Kuala Lumpur, Dewan Tasik Titiwangsa 12 & 13 MARCH 2011

the training was like hell yeahhhh !... im gonna stay remembering Allah. if not, totally i death on the spot. hahahah !!!!..... 6.30 am jogging, 5meter run, naik turun tangga 6set. Breakfast n then dojo training start at 9-12... after lunch 3-6pm dojo training again n rest at night... n that my schedule for everyday for 1week i guees. >.<>.<>>.<< after few hours, we all safe arrived to KKIA.. awhhhh, miss my hometown... i just cant forget my memories there. LABUAN, SARAWAK, PENANG,KL, TO ALL SABAHAN, I MISS YOU ! speechless **crying, sobs sobs sobs... ;(((..... i love to be karatekas. i love u all. i miss u all. keep in touch friends^^ (sorry for wrong english or grammar, i know im to bad )

Tambunan tournament

sucks !.. haha... im coaching then tranform to be judge n then kumite, inv. kata. team kata... i was like WHAT?... can u believe i can tranform 5 diferent character in 1 hour?.... so damn ! hahahhaa. nevermind. i past with success in exam to Judge B. i got bronze in team kata. lose in ind. kata. gold in kumite +59.. huhhhh. just missing it. the moment Intan with me. Niza n me. Tita n me. Gulubung,alvin n Me.... awhhhhh~ its was just like that... to be a good karatekas is not easy. :)

HAIRI

hahaha :P. thanks sebab remind sy psl blog. lupa beranis suda ni :P hahahaha. xpenah suda aq buat blog ni. ahahhaha :P... forget. when they comes to me n i forget bout this blog. like i never create it before. hahahaa :P... actly Aaron Xavier@bung@bangLau just join our group. hmmmm. ken?.. i dont know bout him anymore. its just not him. bukan dia yang dulu lagi. :) Elvy ~ i miss u. How~ plss cover yr stupidness ^^.. hahhaha :P kpd hairi yg mbaca ~ thanks, love u !... whahhahahhaha :P :P :P

Its about book i read n around me.

i hve this book. in title "Gadis Piano" n "my Memory"... the ending of this story tell me that the first character was dead by an accident. hmmmm. everyday i heard my friend relatives or uncle or cuzy was die.. will i losing all of my friend?... i just cant accept it. truly ! i love them. i will nothing if not with them.. i cant losing them. dear god, can u hear me here. i begging u. dont take my family. dont take my friends. especially Elvy,Kacy,Ken,How... will i live in this world without them?... yeahh. maybe. i dont know. but please. this time only. dont take them form me. i love them. but i hate them tooo. but yeahhh, i love, okay okay. hmmmm. they always there everyday in my life nowadays. miss them. hope we will be together until the end of our life. when we getting older. have our own grandchild. n we grouping together. talk about our teenager story. looking at the picture. the memories we had. i just felt i wanna cry. i wanna all of u to know. before i die i want u to remember me, as a close friend to u... i love u. no wonder i can find a good friend like u all. yeahh, kacy u are stupid. but we together. then we all stupid. idiot. we such a things together. i cant imagine that i would lose u.... but what if u all losing me?... i dont knw. maybe u all like when im not exist in this world again. haha. whatever. okay, im sorry to said that. am i tooo emotional now?.. yeahh maybe... who knows. like im crying?... yeahhh. i will not show u my sadness.... bcuz u dnt want to see u sad like me... i sad bcuz afraid of losing u,, MY FRIENDS :)... i love u... if u read this. dont tell anybody. this is secret just between u and i :) muahhhhxoxo... 10.40pm 11thnovember'10

I LOVE THEM

the boy with watch : Joel Chen Fan Ken
the girl holding straw : Elvy Steacy
the boy with spoon : Ivan Chan Chun How
the girl with necklace : Haanii lorea

Tanjung Aru Beach. Kota Kinabalu. we on the foot from Airportview. >.< some exercise ^^ awhhhh. btw, we had good time. love u <3 Muahxx !




nice view eihhh?... hehe. yeahh. who take tat pic?... its me ok. thanks to me. :)... yeahhh. happy to be with them. finally i found my truly real best friend in this world. our friendship was like the ocean that never separated . i just dnt type or talk it. its just real. hahaha. kidding ! stupid ! idiot ! hahaha. yeahhh. really. i meant it. I LOVE U !!! its true. hope we cant last forever even we far from each other. Che~niza syst~dira ( missing you, take care k ) dont forget me <3

Happy Time ^^ :) :) :) :)

After upgrading, we went to kfc. ate x-meal for rm13. :) then we went to Honey Sweet for coca-cola float :)... yummy time ^^ awhhhhh. Sory Elvy.

PS = I LOVE YA ALL !

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

its good when im FREE !... :D wahhhhhhh .. PMR IS OVER !.... muahhhhx... im freeeedoooom !... wanna doing my stuff^^ hahahahha. NO ONE CAN STOP ME. sometimes i miss him. the spec guy :P wahhahahhhaa. for 3years i know him(another person) but nowadays he look awesome :)... he aloves sports. hmmm?.. what do u think?.... i know someone. he request for my number. glad to hear his VOICE <3 :) whahahahaa. hope that MY WIND will blow something special to me. like i always wanted. bhahahahha. time to go now. daaa ~ hugz ! hugz!

2boys ?

here im wanna say. i want u to know. hahaha :P i think i like them. lets say the first name is Mr.A n the second is Mr.B... they same age with me. ops... before that, im failed it SCIENCE in this excel3. what the fuck i dont know. its E. 36 ony?... what stupid ! huhhhhh... ok ok. i dont know why i have this feeling. i likes 2 boys. or maybe might fall in love with them. but i just cant say it right thru their face. Mr.A always help me on study. he kind. but he not same school as me. Mr.B is freindly i think. he can be friend with anyone. sometimes he funny. kind...... but i dont know if two of them is single. or maybe love me?... or they have another girl. or what ever. because im fat, im shy to them. n its not good if a girl saying that they love the boy. the boy must the first that the girl. i dont know. i have my big exam. but still this feeling. i cant study well. i keep thingking what is this feeling. why i have this? why i keep think of them. both of them. am i crazy? or what?.... what if i love them? both?.... hmmmm... fucking hard to say. i have this feeling when im near to my big crappy exam... huhhhh. my subject.... uhhhh. i dont know. i need some one. a friend. to help me. but i dont have real friend. that pretend that he/she my besties too. am i in love?

I D K

What a FRIEND ?... huh. are u so that perfect?... what if im doing this to u? what are u feel?.... first time, yeah i said i take care of u. second, i miss u. third i love u. forth, we close each other... finally, i mus give u this three words. FUCK MY ASS ! shit

L I F E

Saya Tak Sanggup Melihat Mu Mengalirkan Air Mata ;(
i promise to be a good girl :)

course?...

hmmm... im down into this... the real question is What am i gonna be in the future?.... when im getting older?... i ask my mom, she said its up to u... i ask my dad, he mad at me ,,why? i also dont know.... my hobbies are?... many ! many ! many ! i love to swim, eat, driving car(??bonus $$$) chatting, onlining, games, karate, squash, badminton, taekwando(in my mind for just 2sec) eyes doctor or what ever u called it.. doctor?... actly i hate science.... hating it since im in primary. i dont know why.... harharharhar !!! i just felt that i wanna be a chef?...ohh no chef??....yes Chef Haanii?...omg... actly i like to cook but i never had a time to spend at kitchen... i like to cook because eating make someone be a smart, slim, clever, energy n etc... hmmm, wanna be a teacher?... yeahh i would love to but maybe it not suitable for me?....hahahaha oh god help me !!!!!!!!!!!!! its time for me to choose what am i gonna be next... but i cant choose it... im scared that when im in that class n i regret then i cant change my course again... who i wanna be?... an athlete?... yeahh, i hve the talent i think... but how about musician?... i love music... its my life.... but .... theres a BUT in my heart... i dont know what am i gonna be next. doctor?athlete?musician?chef?teacher?engeenier?acountain?.... pleaseeeee... anyone..... help me find the truly n the best for my self.. what course shud i prefer?.....WHAT COURSE??... because i will love to learn what am i gonna study in me bestiest course.... ***i made a new spectacle..... :P bcoz it broken when im at Sandakan febuary, for a karate tournament.... n my dad not stop blabing until now ! uhhuuhuh

today baby :P

this is what we called Gamelan. its awesome ! i like to play when the rythm is *inang cina* best !! u shud try it...^^

this is saron penerus, this is what instrument that i played in Gamelan, gamelan is a tradition music from Indonesia... tis is the cutes one.. its sound like *ting ting * what r u think of?.. hahaha :P whatever.... its the cute part on this song :)

i hope that i can be like this one day... one day ! i will ... i want to show u that i love music... melody... its make me alive.. n now im living with it... whatever is , my life walk with music. ;) actually, i just cme back from school, i hve my extra class music... its started at 11.30-12.30pm but im so naughty ! im there until 2pm. wahhahaha.. today or tmorrow gonna meet Syarulniza AJ^^ excited !!! she will gve me CHOCOLATE ! mint chocolate...uuuyehhhh i waited for u k.. hahah :P

with the melody of music, i can express what im feeling, sad, happy, boring rock?..yeahh love it much... last 2years i took art for my extra subject but tis year until today i change my sub bcoz i changed my school. no other classes that i can enter bcoz of my bad result. so i choose to stay with the music class. the only music class in my form. just we, 27student that can entered the music class. in my music class, we hve guitars, pianos,violins,gamelan,kompang,drum,saxafone n many more that i dont even know what r they called. woahhh ! we studied with comfortable. theres aircon :P hahaha wat ever ! i can scream like i want, we can make up our face there... we sing together... we fight together... its fun, i can erase all my sadness with music... even i never study about music for 2years. but still, for this excel2 i past my music... yeahh ! i become upper than the other that study music since they 13years old maybe for few years... woahhh ! i cant believe... i will study a lot about music.. if i can, i wanna be a musician... i will swept all your tears, i play what song u want to hear.... yeahhh... its fun.... i fresh with music... i love music... forever !!! ;) <3

week before tournament ^^

then i do something naughty with JOEL CHEN FAN KEN , HELMIAH , AARON XAVIER , IVAN CHAN CUN HOW !! hahaha just we know k ! its secret, sorry !! hahahha

NEXT DAY TOURNAMENT !!!
KATA ?? THIRD place ;(
KUMITE ?? FIRST PLACE :))) 9-1 final !! hahahha




sory ! late update.. ;) hehehhe I LOVE MY MOM !!! ;) MUAKX !!!! she bought me new mobilephone before tonourment( last week),, looks ok?..whatever ! asalkan haani dpt bmsj, dgr lagu n also snap pic :)...hehe mom,,,,,i will prove it till my PMR !!! i give u my best shot...


hahahhaha :P exam??
BM - not yet
BI - 50 C *ohhh fuck me out
music - 40 D *its my worst marks for this, i will cnfirm it that i can improve after this !
pj - not yet
sivik - 74 B
SCIENCE - not yet
MATHEMATIC - 70 B
GEOGRAFI - 58 C
SEJARAH - 55 C
ERT - 53 C
whatever ! but ... i improve a lot... i love it ! now, i got no D gred !.... i didnt study at all... but i keep enjoy my time with my mom.. before this exam, i follow my mom to cocuriculum camping dalam hutan !... frogie sound, eyurkkkk ! hahahahha but i enjoy ! singing together there.. slept there... i enjoy even tomorrow was my exam... to relaxing my brain... ;) I LOVE U MOM !

hehe

ada bahhh.. sy mau buat juga ni cerita.. tapi xsempat niii..kalow besok?..buli baa kan :) hihi i know u wait for me.. i want u all to read it.. about L I F E..wait for me k

shes my friend

we were in 10 years old ,
we started known each other in May ,
our memory together ,
fun , naughty , stubborn , cute , stupid mathematic ,
HAHA laughing , idiot science , lazy to go extra classes at school...
its our memory...together we face it ,
but why?
why this one moment u change?
why dear friend ?
dont u miss me ?
sorry i late for u , maybe .
but why u doing this ?
smoking , get drunk , maybe hated each other ,
i dont mean it ,
i remember we dance together ,
ate junk food that ruin our health ,
bully that girl n kick the boys ,
gave cockroaches to the person who hate it ,
swimming , hang out ,
together... but now ,
it seems like it doesnt work ,
maybe im the reason why u changes a lot to this negative person ,
im sorry ,
its all done now ,
come ,, we study together for this second big kaboom exam .
i know we can ,
u should stop doing your bad things ,
dont let your family hope down into u ,
i will for u ,
please........
dear friend , come back to our world .
think about our future ,
i promise to join that camping ,
if u promise to study with me n past the pmr ,
i know deep in your self ,
theres a hope , a dream that u loves ,
dont fired it with this stupid things ,
dont give up ,
u must hold my hand ,
we past thru together ...
D E A R_F R I E N D <3

PMR

what a shit stuff guys ! study study study .... im gonna get insane of this..huh ! bcoz im thinking of my future then i must reach a good result... its give me stressness frusted exhausted n whatever ! shit life.... loneliness... breathless... shitting environment... but ! im scared.. i don wnna be that stupid.. i dont wnna be idiot... i wanna be happy ! but ,.... i scared... i scared that i gets LEUKIMIA... its just maybe... bcoz i have attacked by its level 1 when im 12 years old.. i don wanna die earlier... i just wnna feel that pple said LOVE... HAPPINESS... FREEDOM.... before i died... hopefully it is not.. not happen to me... i beg u ALLAH.. please...................;(

June 29,2010 Birthday

yeahh, 29 june is my birthday :) yeahhh so happy... tapi sikit saja yg wish... like always... 3years ago also i didnt have my bday cake... yeahh fine ! no ones care :P ahhaha cmon larr, its my bday... buat apa mau sedih ryt.. must be happy :) this day is the lucky day for me... only me yang lahir pada hari ni agaknya.. bcoz of saya xperna jumpa org sma tarikh lahir dengan saya... huuhuh abang dan bawa makan icecream.. so whaaat?.. i ate double rm4 icecream :P what ever u said its my birthday :P ahhahha :P no present.... wish my dream come true... thanks to che~syarulniza n sis~nurnadhirah for be the one who wishing my bday :) love u till the end... hhmmmm im worried about sis dira... i don know when did she got her badly appendix... its a worst news for my birthday... but i dont want her to see my tears :) i think i shud keep happy for her so then she'll getting better each day.. i dont want my family,both of sis or brothers to be sick in trouble in operation... i dont like my beloved person to be near hospital... i hate much ! it will keep we a long long worried... miss u dira.. miss u niza... i love you ~~ take care my twins sister... hope dira getting well each day, this is the one of my wishes... hope ALLAH hear my praying... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAANII LOREA :) IM 15 YEARS OLD>>..:D

Family Dinner :)

hahhh.. best nyaa terasa... happy with family :) hihi tempat ni kmi makan ni d kawasan bandar jak... mungkin famous la ckit2 :P ahhaha but i cant tell u... :P secret...x) hhmmmm actly im not wearing like im always wore... im a little bit ladies...what ladies??....how can i said that?..urhhh forget it..crappppss! lol :P hhmmm.. actually there was a guy... whaaat?.. am i talking about a GUY??..OMG ! haha yeahhh.. there was a guy...stranger guy.. he always smile at me when im ordering or want sumthing like tissue... he always smilee... maybe im insane :P ahhaha but im melting with just a smile from a stranger guy... no no no,, he is waiter...he talking order...:) maube he not perfect..but still !!! cute...*zzzz MELTING :) awwwwwhh.... cant forgot the way he smile,the way he walk...hhmmmm :) he also taller that me... he have a tough chest... walking like a model i think... cute... i love his fashion hair.. i love the way he dressed himself... he wears black.. when im there,,i will order honeydew puding...hhmm delicious ! i bet u must to try it... haha but still ! he always take my breath away... when he look at me, he smile at me... hope he also have the same feeling as me.. cz im dressing bit ladies... im wearing black+purple+grey ladies n wore long jeans with pink+whit shoes...also necklace my mom gave... mom said im better dressed this way on this dinner... :) what will be his name?..what do u think...errmm daniel?or maybe justin,errr micheal?..hahaha :P what the heck am i thinking about :P ahahha damn it !... haha i will remember his smile... sexy lips he got :P ahhahahhaha when me n my dad think where the best place for us,im seeing him... his face was like (omg this is the girl who was dinner here 3days ago) then im heard about someone feewitt :) hahahha :P hope it was him..:) hahahha :P yeahh ! im feeling that he looked at me but when im look at him then he acting like nothing... gotcha ! ahhaha :P yeahh.. he cute ! miss his smile :) hahaha gtg now... daaa~ gudnite... sweetdream stranger cute guy :)

sweet saturday :D

haloo :) hihi wanna know??... :) today me n my mom went to shoping :) yahoooo :P best u know.... she gave me a try to drive her car... automatic car !!! :) :) :) then i race it but she get angry :P hahahaha nvermind,, nextime i will drive it again^^ huuuu after tat, i went to bookstore n bought PMR books... wanna study a bit lurhh.. cz exam oredy left 2month..huhhhh ! frusted ! stressness ! i'll be cool :) haha but i dnt want to failed.... never n ever in exam... i hope so i can make it awesome.. :) wish me luck yaaa^^ after that we lunch at KFC :) yummy! i ate what they called tat one arr, ermmmmm a'haaa ! Zinger Combo++ :P hahahaa we waiting for my bro, he has caimpaign for his upsr..:) yeahhh, me pmr n my bro upsr...:) hope he can do it well than me... past 4pm we went to library to took him... i design him a new haircut :) haha he loves it actly..:P hahahahha well u know me... i also like about hair fashion...>.< haha i always cut my bro's hair by myself... n he doesnt mind :) also with others.... i hate when they dont take care about their haircut.. i will recomment it ! :P warning for u :P ahakzz~~ soon, we went to the ice-cream shop ! ahhhhh,,good stuff between mom,bro n me :) hahahhaha yummy again mahhh :) half an hour we've done our work(eating ice-cream xD) then we back home...:)

funny in ma life was happen just now

bapa ketuk bilik sy,, :P ahhahaa for the first time... dia hulur me 2biji panadol n sgelas air... sebb amam cru, n again MAMA I LOVE YOU... hahahhhaha what the funny moment.. xpernah pun bapa hulurkan ubat spaya sy cepat sembuh kalow msa sakit... dia slalu kata, tanggunglah sendiri,sapa cru,tau suda sakit xna jaga kesihatan bla bla bla... kalow na type pun bjela2 lagi :P ahhahahahha mbebel slagi dia xnpk kita sibuk :P ahahha itulahh bapa saya^^ ahhahahhah thx dad for tke cre of me for 2minutes :) hahahhahhahha :)