Blok 3. Level 4. The Roomates :) 0406

so hiiiiiiiiiiiii. firstly yeahhh, hi again..! hahahha.. kidding. feel lonely. so i wanna story about this things. THE ROOMATES which crew were Haanii Lorea aka KINGKING and Delvina aka AGIK and Stephenie Jane aka BABY and Thea Negina aka DEDEK. so we are all 19 years old. Del is the oldiest which born on 9 January. as i remember. i'll edit if wrong dont be made. the second one is Thea which born on 8 February. third one is Jane that is 29 April. so the last one would be me 29 june. which is coming soon. so afraid of what my batch are capable of. some of them have awarded in acting. kiukiu @ hiuhiu. so yeah, i miss them, especially si del ni. because i sleep with her the whole sem.. shes the one that i can hug at night. rather than jane and thea. and del is more cuter ! <3 a="" actually="" and="" asked="" at="" be="" because="" bed="" bottom.="" but="" decided="" dehydrated="" del="" double-dekker="" drink="" empty="" fan.="" feel="" first="" floor.="" giving="" hahahaha="" hot="" i="" im="" is="" it="" its="" lack="" ll="" lot="" me.="" next="" of="" p="" reason="" refuse="" share="" she="" sleep="" so="" still="" supposed="" thankful="" the="" there.="" to="" top="" u="" wanted="" water.="" we="" which="" will="" with="">
Thea and Del were in the A class. which left Jane and me in the same class. *B class* well, class A is more concentrate and more clever than B class which are less focus and more naughty. so we r balanced. :)

ive once fight with thea in this sem which caused me 1 week not talking to her even though we r roommates. the second one, the crises including the 3 of of em. Thea, Mondaley and Ivan. so how am i related? jane and i was the only girl that are so close to mondaley no matter what. but thea also sleep with us. so she made a gab between us. this is too much. that made us arguing to each other.so im doing the slow talk to her while del going home. and its succeed. from that moment i try to keep a distance to thea so she will feel comfortable.

so since jane busy with mondaley, i keep on busy myself. until del came and keep the surroundings warm for me. so i keep close to her. never think in my brain of she. yeahh, we've become closer each day. every where i go i ask her to join. infact, she always teach me to play guitar. sometimes i help her clean up her messy table. and our cupboard always been a dumping area xD hahaha. funny ! i always think of her if she not around me. until this time, i merajuk at her because she not going to sleep me like 2days. hahahaha fuck off !! the second time i cry at uitm is when im talking to her in the middle of night because i missed my mum.. hahaha SHIT. well, the first one because of i missed my mum juga, but i dont show which it was in 2.30am in the morning. of coz my roomates already sleep. hehe :D

i am strong about anything. but when it reach my sadness which i can say like someone put a bullet throught my heart, i'll burst to tears. a day before my flight, once again ive cried infront of del. that is so embarrassing..>!!! so shit, damn it... i think it because i hold my tears before, because she always told me, *mesti sy rindu kau masa cuti sem nanti* so sy tahan hati saja la.. smpai reached limit that day, i cried. like omg ..!! like a child missing in the market searching for his mom. damn it. i miss you DELVINA. hoping to sleep with you again next sem :) see u.

 

 

long holiday or short one? :[

Helllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo guys..!! is really been 4 month is it? hahaha..!! well yeah since last christmas.. after xmas, ive been participated in organizing the Majlis Suai Kenal MSK which everysem they throw out to be hmmmmm well-suck-party for junior. but so big party for the senior.. and then  we got fsr family day which we supposed to win if my batch combined. :D but sadly,we have been separated to 2 group. so the points also decrease. x.x at least we give them the best shot of what we are capable of... so yeah, and then we have health promotion and wellness programme which our marks would be taken. leave me so half dead to make sure this programme succeed. kiukiu !! what make me so sad lg is i dont even ave the chance on the day it performed. i ,hardly forced my body went to the airport at dawn at the same day this programme held.. and i heard it was so successful. even many of my seniors are jealous. many lectures give positive feed back. then sukipt... yeah, another tough situation, another hard decision but i managed to pick up 3 bronze. sukan ipt is the higher level of sport competiion in malaysia. if u won, u'll get to go for Asian University Games..

after i came back to sarawak, wow ! i saw n i feel all of my friends get mad, sad, exhausted and so on because there will be a CAMPING. well, i already known this fact since xmas holiday. but i dont want to tell my friend because afraid they will give up. and again, we all together succeed in this tough situation. because of this camping, i almost forgot my academic studies. camping was held 2 weeks before final. which lead us to a *last minute * work for all my assgment. but then i also managed to finish it earlier than the other. i dont want to hold the work because afraid it will affect any of my brain performance (stress). exercise physiology last test 1 and 2 has been done a day before sport history final exam paper. the most stress feeling and so zero stamina of physical. also, ive changed my mind set and try to enjoy it which in the end, i can understand all the chapters. applause to me . and i am proud of my self because i still can answer my final exam even though get a dizzy sleepy head in the morning. hoping i can stay maintain my 3. pointer this 2 sem. so next june i'll continue my third semester. hopefully no repeat subject. :)

so here now, thats just a short story i can tell. because there are so many thing ive done which i cant list each one of them. so yeah, NOW ! im at home. today was the fifth day im in Keningau sabah. i have done visit half of my relatives here. and also meet my classmate-long-lost-soul at 10pm until 11.50pm. yeah..!! i know its crazy. well, accept the fact that im 19. im growing up. so please dont make me so annoyed or fed up w u. *uknowwho* hate being control. yeahh that me. the most stubborn child in this family. which until now make me love myself. sorry being so selfish. hahaha.. yeahh so everybody having a long break holiday. but me? ah ah, its a short holiday... im back in sabah from sarawak was on 15april. on the 24 april i will be on flight to KL. so before 24 i shud be in kk. and then after that on 27 i will go to Surabaya Indonesia for sukma training. will be 2weeks there and then direct go to perlis again, will train for few days or a week. and after that Sukma get started... will end around 4/5 June which i have to back sarawak before 9 June. my class will start on monday, and i want to go back early as usual because i dont want to rush, in addition i have not know will i get hostel or not. so better go here early so everything can be solve earlier. and i can continue my studies with open heart. imagine how tired i am? :) i know.. i actually love this kind of activities. come back home but only to see them. and travel again, maybe by joining a games so i can learn something in holidays. at least i can exercise and keep my body fit. and then back to sarawak to continue studies and also MEET MY LOVELY sr family and FRIENDS...!! shit, i miss them so much. <3 and="" care="" guys="" i="" miss="" much="" mwuahhhxoxo="" p="" so="" take="" you="">

MERRY CHRISTMAS

i dont know where to start. well we have 2 weeks break. have 2 assingment for miss cyndra. gotta read 8 short stories for elc. revision on sport management and ctu. because starting next monday it will be the hard week ever in this sem where ill face test,assignments,project,meetings and so fucking stuff.. i dont know where else im gonna get money for 4 different shirt. the fox !! hahaha xD well, i began my first day with doing nothing to rest out my brain. after that my door gave me trouble that cost me rm80 on christmas eve. after that, awg beby and apong slept here in gading. so whatever ! and then the ghost. forget it. scary !!! and after that we go for a ride to THEA's house in serian where we drank TUAK. a sweet alcoholic drinks. i just have one toast. after that we go to WILSON's house in bau. and we troubled with the car accident because arnie had a bad situation. just a scratch on the rim of the car. so we dont care. we rent 2 car for rm200. so we paid rm25 each.. before that, we ask babera for help to go to singgai bau where wilson house. so finally we did it. eat eat eat and the mondaley with his future wife jane with kelly and 2 from part1 junior joined us. it was fun!! and i love being with my friends. after that thea need to go uitm because the next day she will go for a frisbee competition in brunei. she wanted arnie and i accompany her for a drinks. u know what ! hahaha but unfortunately echa ika and balqish wanted to sing at kbox. arrived kuching and doing nothing. we dont know what to do. because it xmas night and i knew lot of shops will close early. so we go to sleep at airport. and then awg and i recommended that we should book a room to rest. and i fell asleep in the car with apong. after i woke up we're infront of the waterfront where arnie beby n awg chitchating. so i continue sleeeeeeeping. its 4am if im not mistaken. haha. and after that we go back to uitm. but the viva car oil still lef 4bar. so i decided to go out with arnie the next day. we go to plaza merdeka,sarawak plazan finally city one where i bought a puma slang bag for self giving of the year.arnie and i decided to jail ourself in uitm until 31. so we the less we using money. end !

scratchy. car. 5.30. 20november2013. 2days before ging back so sarawak

my hand are shaking until now. smoked hard. cant forget the feeling. cant explain in any words. shocking. afraid. ill went to arnie's house and picked her up. we're going to pick up hyerwana infront of the waterfront near Hyatt hotel. and met awang and ika at tg. aru beach 2. im really shaking. im feeling like im losing my hand. i cant imagine if im dying .... no. i cant imagine. my dream. my future. my plan. will be gone forever. its 2days before going back continuing my studies. i never gonna tell this to any of my friends. except if it felt so heavy in my heart and i gotta tell that someone about this. someone who really understand me. someone who really loves me. understand me. feel me. after that we went to tg.aru to have dinner with arnie and hyer. hyer was so hungry. as i am too.. havent eat rice this 2-3 days. and i eat less than half of quater rice with satay and chicken bbq. drank 2 glass of coffee. hoping that the caffeine would calm me down. smoked. but it doesnt work. im going to have a good tight and well sleep tonight. hoping tomorrow will be better. ive gotta picked up wahida at the terminal. and pick her stuff. after that send hyer's bag to Hyatt hotel. and pick aunty and moms at the airport. today is the day that i will never gonna forget ever. i'll bury deep in my heart. how i felt today, and maybe almost died. im feeling bad about it. some electrical flow through my blood keep me shaking. again and again.. i never ever forget. and this person just remembered about me. before 2days. that ive been waiting for him to call for a stay up night movie. but i dont mind either. because he is working hard. and maybe he got an big event for this end of year. this year, i''ll go nowhere overseas. as my mum will go vietnam again and united kingdom to pay a visit to her pals there. so enjoy mum. i saving my pocket money to travel this world. it was my big dream that i;ll go for a tour. but i hope that i''ll not going alone. maybe friends or someone that will be there all the time, and maybe stay for the rest of mylife forever. i would love to travel the world especially with the loved ones. and i gotta stop here. gotta go sleep early coz will send hyer at 4am in the morning for temporary work. love you. muahxoxo

count down 2 days left before going back to CAMPUS life at Sarawak.

i spent 2weeks before going back to sarawak in kk. because i wanted to be alone. wanted to stand over my feet. wanted my privacy to upgrade. until yesterday my dad and siblings went here in Ganang Villa. im just okay with that. that supposely wanted to stay the rest ofmy holiday with me. but i hate it. because i know theres something i dont like will happen. as i though it would be, and now its going to be real. ogy my younger sister just said dad wanted to buy some clothes and spend money to me. and i felt theres something wrong. and yet, im correct. he wanted me to help him catch the pukonsa i-dont-know fucking sheet for him. i said i hate to be like you. i dont want to help. i dont want u pay for me and in exchange helping you with that kinda of shit asshole. fuck you i hate it. here some things i wanna keep clear. you as a dad, suppose to pay for my studies. and i as a child, will help you as my dad. but i already keep clear that i hate it when u gave me money to help you with this. really really fucking hate it till the last breath of my life. i know im growing up eating your money but thats up to you. yet i know, i just need to eat, sleep, studies and hardly find a job. with that i just nearly to get my job and will go far away  but i still wanted to give my parents money. even they dont want it.. :) gotta go. bye muahxoxox

SAPI ISLAND November 6 '2013

This is us. the memories written in November 6 2013. with Arnie Hernani Charles. Gemma Kyla Jemandan. Md. Azamuddin bin Izan. and Md Sufie Kudien. and ofcourse me Haanii Lorea Hyacinth Md Azmi. :D
we start our trip at 7am. they pick me up at ganang ville. and then we went to bean house to pick up some stuff and going to his mom change the car. so we stopped at Pasar depan waterfront (forgot its name) searching for foods to eat for breakfast and lunch. and we go by feet to Jesselton Point. we already booked a trip so its cheaper rm32 per head with snorkeling. we had so much fun. we the craziest one. even the story about komodo still haunted us. LOL imagine a komodo beside u while u play with the sands. hell yeah. and the dugong.. omg, the dugong has white skin. ohwell only us knew the story behind every picture :) <3 guys="" p="" you="">

Archery First Circuit and Open Tournament was held in TERENGGANU

okay ! here a things about terengganu. the KEROPOK LEKOR was damn delicious. xD and other foods. considered okay for me.. hahaha well, this is my first archery tournament this year. and still, my performance was bad. all form was disaster. i dont know. i just enjoyed the game. in addition i had the chance shooting in a team with SEA GAME PLAYER. Saritha Cham Nong. shes currently studying human development in University  Putra Malaya. ive learned so much while shooting. tournament is good for competite but also good for you to ask what u wanna know to the experienced archers. how to improve. whats effect the wind and body posture. the concentration and breathing. also mindset and target. wanna know something ? u cant be professional in a short time. even a korean archer need 2years minimum to learn the basic nonstop. u need atleast 5years to improve and 10 years to be a champion. there will be a graph of your performance. sometime u goes down, sometimes u go up high. its not that simple. thats why i am now put this archery to be the major of life sports..  its kinda complicated but i love this game. really test our physical and mental. if u dont trust me, try some. see how it goes in you. HAHA *evil laugh* here some of my pic in TERENGGANU

 with mum

 masjid kristal

  bas unisza

   airport with mum

   double sit bicycle

   teruk punya score

   mum at masjid kristal

  my archery coach <3 :="" charley="" chia="" p="">

 dinner with aiskrim goreng

 CAMILLY CYNTHIA LOUIS

   teammate forever

 HAHAHA

 with the champion and sea game player

 cola iced#airasia#going back sabah

  

Happy Wedding Day. Dear Cousin : Nextedna with husband Ramzuan

ive spent like 4-5 days for this event. last day before the wedding i slept at 1am in the morning. u know u look beautiful in your wedding day. i drive her from saloon to her wedding :) here some pictures to describe the wedding :)