i am who I AM

i am who I AM

Wednesday, July 28, 2010


ada bahhh.. sy mau buat juga ni cerita.. tapi xsempat niii..kalow besok?..buli baa kan :) hihi i know u wait for me.. i want u all to read it.. about L I F E..wait for me k

shes my friend

we were in 10 years old ,
we started known each other in May ,
our memory together ,
fun , naughty , stubborn , cute , stupid mathematic ,
HAHA laughing , idiot science , lazy to go extra classes at school...
its our memory...together we face it ,
but why?
why this one moment u change?
why dear friend ?
dont u miss me ?
sorry i late for u , maybe .
but why u doing this ?
smoking , get drunk , maybe hated each other ,
i dont mean it ,
i remember we dance together ,
ate junk food that ruin our health ,
bully that girl n kick the boys ,
gave cockroaches to the person who hate it ,
swimming , hang out ,
together... but now ,
it seems like it doesnt work ,
maybe im the reason why u changes a lot to this negative person ,
im sorry ,
its all done now ,
come ,, we study together for this second big kaboom exam .
i know we can ,
u should stop doing your bad things ,
dont let your family hope down into u ,
i will for u ,
dear friend , come back to our world .
think about our future ,
i promise to join that camping ,
if u promise to study with me n past the pmr ,
i know deep in your self ,
theres a hope , a dream that u loves ,
dont fired it with this stupid things ,
dont give up ,
u must hold my hand ,
we past thru together ...
D E A R_F R I E N D <3

Wednesday, July 21, 2010


what a shit stuff guys ! study study study .... im gonna get insane of this..huh ! bcoz im thinking of my future then i must reach a good result... its give me stressness frusted exhausted n whatever ! shit life.... loneliness... breathless... shitting environment... but ! im scared.. i don wnna be that stupid.. i dont wnna be idiot... i wanna be happy ! but ,.... i scared... i scared that i gets LEUKIMIA... its just maybe... bcoz i have attacked by its level 1 when im 12 years old.. i don wanna die earlier... i just wnna feel that pple said LOVE... HAPPINESS... FREEDOM.... before i died... hopefully it is not.. not happen to me... i beg u ALLAH.. please...................;(