PMR

what a shit stuff guys ! study study study .... im gonna get insane of this..huh ! bcoz im thinking of my future then i must reach a good result... its give me stressness frusted exhausted n whatever ! shit life.... loneliness... breathless... shitting environment... but ! im scared.. i don wnna be that stupid.. i dont wnna be idiot... i wanna be happy ! but ,.... i scared... i scared that i gets LEUKIMIA... its just maybe... bcoz i have attacked by its level 1 when im 12 years old.. i don wanna die earlier... i just wnna feel that pple said LOVE... HAPPINESS... FREEDOM.... before i died... hopefully it is not.. not happen to me... i beg u ALLAH.. please...................;(