June 29,2010 Birthday

yeahh, 29 june is my birthday :) yeahhh so happy... tapi sikit saja yg wish... like always... 3years ago also i didnt have my bday cake... yeahh fine ! no ones care :P ahhaha cmon larr, its my bday... buat apa mau sedih ryt.. must be happy :) this day is the lucky day for me... only me yang lahir pada hari ni agaknya.. bcoz of saya xperna jumpa org sma tarikh lahir dengan saya... huuhuh abang dan bawa makan icecream.. so whaaat?.. i ate double rm4 icecream :P what ever u said its my birthday :P ahhahha :P no present.... wish my dream come true... thanks to che~syarulniza n sis~nurnadhirah for be the one who wishing my bday :) love u till the end... hhmmmm im worried about sis dira... i don know when did she got her badly appendix... its a worst news for my birthday... but i dont want her to see my tears :) i think i shud keep happy for her so then she'll getting better each day.. i dont want my family,both of sis or brothers to be sick in trouble in operation... i dont like my beloved person to be near hospital... i hate much ! it will keep we a long long worried... miss u dira.. miss u niza... i love you ~~ take care my twins sister... hope dira getting well each day, this is the one of my wishes... hope ALLAH hear my praying... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAANII LOREA :) IM 15 YEARS OLD>>..:D

Family Dinner :)

hahhh.. best nyaa terasa... happy with family :) hihi tempat ni kmi makan ni d kawasan bandar jak... mungkin famous la ckit2 :P ahhaha but i cant tell u... :P secret...x) hhmmmm actly im not wearing like im always wore... im a little bit ladies...what ladies??....how can i said that?..urhhh forget it..crappppss! lol :P hhmmm.. actually there was a guy... whaaat?.. am i talking about a GUY??..OMG ! haha yeahhh.. there was a guy...stranger guy.. he always smile at me when im ordering or want sumthing like tissue... he always smilee... maybe im insane :P ahhaha but im melting with just a smile from a stranger guy... no no no,, he is waiter...he talking order...:) maube he not perfect..but still !!! cute...*zzzz MELTING :) awwwwwhh.... cant forgot the way he smile,the way he walk...hhmmmm :) he also taller that me... he have a tough chest... walking like a model i think... cute... i love his fashion hair.. i love the way he dressed himself... he wears black.. when im there,,i will order honeydew puding...hhmm delicious ! i bet u must to try it... haha but still ! he always take my breath away... when he look at me, he smile at me... hope he also have the same feeling as me.. cz im dressing bit ladies... im wearing black+purple+grey ladies n wore long jeans with pink+whit shoes...also necklace my mom gave... mom said im better dressed this way on this dinner... :) what will be his name?..what do u think...errmm daniel?or maybe justin,errr micheal?..hahaha :P what the heck am i thinking about :P ahahha damn it !... haha i will remember his smile... sexy lips he got :P ahhahahhaha when me n my dad think where the best place for us,im seeing him... his face was like (omg this is the girl who was dinner here 3days ago) then im heard about someone feewitt :) hahahha :P hope it was him..:) hahahha :P yeahh ! im feeling that he looked at me but when im look at him then he acting like nothing... gotcha ! ahhaha :P yeahh.. he cute ! miss his smile :) hahaha gtg now... daaa~ gudnite... sweetdream stranger cute guy :)

sweet saturday :D

haloo :) hihi wanna know??... :) today me n my mom went to shoping :) yahoooo :P best u know.... she gave me a try to drive her car... automatic car !!! :) :) :) then i race it but she get angry :P hahahaha nvermind,, nextime i will drive it again^^ huuuu after tat, i went to bookstore n bought PMR books... wanna study a bit lurhh.. cz exam oredy left 2month..huhhhh ! frusted ! stressness ! i'll be cool :) haha but i dnt want to failed.... never n ever in exam... i hope so i can make it awesome.. :) wish me luck yaaa^^ after that we lunch at KFC :) yummy! i ate what they called tat one arr, ermmmmm a'haaa ! Zinger Combo++ :P hahahaa we waiting for my bro, he has caimpaign for his upsr..:) yeahhh, me pmr n my bro upsr...:) hope he can do it well than me... past 4pm we went to library to took him... i design him a new haircut :) haha he loves it actly..:P hahahahha well u know me... i also like about hair fashion...>.< haha i always cut my bro's hair by myself... n he doesnt mind :) also with others.... i hate when they dont take care about their haircut.. i will recomment it ! :P warning for u :P ahakzz~~ soon, we went to the ice-cream shop ! ahhhhh,,good stuff between mom,bro n me :) hahahhaha yummy again mahhh :) half an hour we've done our work(eating ice-cream xD) then we back home...:)

funny in ma life was happen just now

bapa ketuk bilik sy,, :P ahhahaa for the first time... dia hulur me 2biji panadol n sgelas air... sebb amam cru, n again MAMA I LOVE YOU... hahahhhaha what the funny moment.. xpernah pun bapa hulurkan ubat spaya sy cepat sembuh kalow msa sakit... dia slalu kata, tanggunglah sendiri,sapa cru,tau suda sakit xna jaga kesihatan bla bla bla... kalow na type pun bjela2 lagi :P ahhahahahha mbebel slagi dia xnpk kita sibuk :P ahahha itulahh bapa saya^^ ahhahahhah thx dad for tke cre of me for 2minutes :) hahahhahhahha :)

24june... mama dah balik :)

hai,, :) hihi errmm.. hari ni kan... mama dah balik !!! haha :P dengan senang2 nyaa dia bangunkan aku dr mimpi indahku msa tdr tuuu... aku tidur ni pun pasal sakit lahh ni... haihhh sengsara lahhh... mungkin sbb aku makan aiskrim... hhmm xjugaa,, besar kemungkinan psal kena jarum tempoh hari lar nii... ggrrr ! geram aku !!! dari kemarin lg nii... sungguh sengsara.... ! na bnafas pun sangkut2.. belajar pening kepala, xnpk pulak tuu.. haihh balik pd topik.. :P haha mama !!! mama baru balik dr konvokesyen nii.... september nt dia sambung master,,wuuuuu !!! gila ehhhh... tcabar pulak rasanyaaa :P waahahahaha xpa,, ada rezeki ada tuahh sy mau juga ambil cabaran tuu in ma life :P haha mama belikan me rantai ! necklace... cute u know... i just love it.. haha rantai ni baik utk ksihatan... macam quantum science tuu lahh.. tp ini slalu cina yg pkai.. dorang ckp fung sui lahh konon... dperbuat drp jed hijau putih... i just love it ! murah ka tdk ka apa kahh yg penting saya suka !!!!! haha then mama belanja me dinner... makan = chickenchop, minum = hot chocolate dessert = honeydew puding :P ahhhhhhh ~~~ rsa mcm sedap jerr kan... manakan sedap kalow aku tuu selesma ! takpa... hentam jak bah makan !!! sepa peduli.. sakit ka tdk yg penting mama belanja makan :P haha...... mama, I LOVE YOU :)... gudnite all, for all readers, thanx for reading :) love u all :P hihi.... i love my necklace

SPECIAL EVENT FROM ME

Dear My Loved World ,

Second past by minutes,

Minutes past by hours,

Hours past by a day,

Day past by weeks and so on ..... UNTIL TODAY

Time change my mind fo a while,

I keep thinking every moment I breathe,

Its about F R I E N D ...

Friend that we love,

Friend that we miss,

Friend that we take are of,

Friend that brush your hair,

Frient that we took as brothers or sisters,

Friend that we loved as a family ....

BUT IM DISAPPOINTED !!!

I realised what will happen to the world without FRIEND ?

Friend is the same,

Friend that always using me,

Friend that was a DEVIL but acting like an ANGEL,

Friend that stupidness,full of idiots and sucking person,

Friend makes me left tears of sadness,

Friend is BACKSTABERS,

ACTUALLY they was our biggest ENEMY,

Our ENEMY that we trusted before,

Trusted long ago. . . . as our bestiest friend.

This is what we called friend in the whole life of ours ?

EASY to find a friend that can laugh together with u , , ,

BUT HARD to find a real friend that swept away your tears by their finger,

friend that cry because of u,

friend that kiss u by changed yr mom when she not there....

FRIEND THAT WILL DIE FOR OUR HAPPINESS . . . .

June,22nd, wrote by a blue pen, sitting on a chair and started writing this, 10PM 1WEEKS before MY BIRTHDAY :)

H. Lorea Ohana De' Capulet :)

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Hari Pertama Buka Sekolah stelah 3WEEKS HOLIDAY^^

huhhh ! paling aku benci larr masa2 buka sekolah ni :P ahhahaha kena bangun awal,,mandi suma ready2... hhmmmm cakap pasal mandi... rindu pulak aku balik kg jumpa kazen ku d cna :P hahahhaha kalow kat kg jam4-6 petang kami d sungai :P hahahhahaha miss u kampung ! hujung tahun aku janji aku balik k :P hahahaha balik topik asal^^ hihi errr... dahh siap2 tuuu... lupa pulak tudung tuuu.. haizz, cerita pasal tudung mmg aku surender larr angkat tangan :P ahhahahhaha banyak2 pkara aku xsuka pkai tdung ke sekolah la plg mgeram kan...ggrrrr apa salahnyaa x pkai tudung... bukan nya bmakna aku ni xminat islam or na kluar dr islam kan... jan pandang aku dr luar,,intai hati ku dulu :P elehhhh bt lawak jiwang lak :P wkakakkaka then smpai skul tuu, trus panic mcari ptong kuku.. ahahahha :P pkara paling aku lupa larr na ptong kuku ni... agaggagga pastu kelas pulak tkunci.. mak oiiii ada pulak sorang kawan ni yg cuti lebih2 arr...tpaksa na tunggu kunci pdua dr cikgu catherine..huhu then cri bangku lg,,pastu tserempak pulak ngn ustazah,,time tu xpkai tudung pulak tuu... apa lg aku berani mati jak lahh...hahahha setan kan.. nakal btl msa aku skolah mnengah niii.. asyik2 msalah xpkai tdung :P hahahhahah tp aku x kesahh.... aku mberi salam ngn ustazah ngn xmmkai tdung pulak tuu... bdosa bsar aku :P huuhhuhu tp ustazah tuu tetap juga xmarah... maybe dia bdoa supaya aku tbuka hati pkai tdung.. tp msa agama pun aku pkai gak tdung tuu... skrang2 nyaa aku ada ksedaran kan :P hihi skali tuu dapat result pai( pendidikan agama islam ) :P hahahhaa tau2 result aku 38% jerrr... enta2 pmr pun xlulus lagi..:( :( :( :( :( takpaaa... pasni aku na score juga pai niii... supaya x ganggu result aku msa pmr nt... msalahnyaa aku xfokus sgt subjek nii :) kalow aku study lebih dlm shari ttg sub ni mgkn aku dpt la score ckit2 gtu kan.... 38%??...hhm kira puas hati gak laa,bab aku x stdy sgt sub ni msa sblm exam last 3weeks.... hihi :) mgkn kalow aku study mesti aku dpt result lg bgs kan..(amen) :P hahahaahha aku bukan nya benci... cuma aku xsuka pkai tudung... tu jerr msalah aku..:P lg stu,,aku pndai baca al-quran... msa thn6 dah na khatam tp aku bhenti bab ada pertandingan KARATE (sukan saya ) :P hihi pastu dah xda baca then smpai skg aku lupa...:) hihi sorry larr bab pnjang sgt.. xtau na cerita ngn sapa... kalow na cerita ngn kawan2 pun xda gunenyerrr.. dorang bukan nya mau dgr suma celoteh aku nii :P hahahha tau2 larr aku kan,,sometimes byk mulut :P hahahahha then pastu rehat,,kantin ada tender baru...:) happy sgt but sikit sgt larr mknan nyaa tuuu... xkenyang aku xD hahahha xpaa.. DIET (konon ) ;P hihi then msa MUSIC CLASS^^ subjek fav aku jg nii...aku suka release tention kat bilik ni... dlm skolah kami hnya bbrp kelas jak yg boleh msk kelas tuu,lain drp itu lgsg xbole :P hahhahahha KESIAN !!! lepas tuu pulak ada kena jarum (err lupa larr nama nyaa,,mgelakkan kcacatan )
hahahha :P but sedih nyaa aku bila nurse tu kata me patut pkai spek (actualy mmg pkai glasses pun tp patah bbelah dua msa tournament kat sandakan feb2010) haha huruf D aku ckp G.... adakahhhhh :P wkakakakka then baru jarum !!! gggrrrrr xmauuu sakit!! tp takpa,,utk mgelakkan kcacatan anak ku tersayang :P hahahhaha lepas ni buat anak suka hati pun xpaa,,bab xcacat... tp xakan aku buang anak yg telah aku bt ngn org tsyg:P ahhahaa joke k~~~ takkan serius :P hahahahhaha mau enjoy2 saja bahh baca blog :) hihi kan kan kan??.. xkan larr stress mau baca blog aku nii,, takut2 xdaa yg na baca lepas nii :P hihiihihi xpaaa,,korang xbaca pn aku tetap slalu update blog ni kalow ada masa :) hari ni aku x p mana2.... rasa na demam smacam lepas kena jarum td... cuaca lg panas msa balik dr skolah :( huhu but no no no !!!! aku xmau demam... i must fight !!! aku mau study dlm kdaan sihat sejahtera.. then aku boleh lebih fokus.... harap2 pmr aku dpt result cemerlang... aku xmau gagal.. aku mesti lulus !!! i want to give the best result i can do for my parents... me want they proud of me event im always ignored their advised that always ask me for study hard.... DEAR PARENTS : sebenarnya salah kamu tuu,,not study hard... kalow study hard,,belajar punya belajar tsangkut kat batu nanti jatoh pulak :P ahakzz~~ naik gila aku kaow mau study hard... mesti study smart bahh... :) hihi BACK ~~~ yess ! i want to prove it.... xpun mereka puas ngn result tuuu.... me want to request wishes when i got combo excelent.. if not sy continue jak larr khidupan nakal nii :) hihihhiih rasanyaa dah byk saya type nii.. xsangka pulak sy ada bakat jd penulis :P hahahha sy rsa ni mesti pengaruh yg slalu baca novel^^ wkakakkaka i got this talent^^ wish u have a nice day k.... goodnight n sweetdreamm :)))) muakzzzz :P P/S : i miss u

the bullshit girl

what the fuck girl.... xhabis2 ohh ! kalow suda xda kaitan ngn sy suda lahhh bahhh... apa lg mau kctau2 org ni ttg kburukan sy?....sy hilang seorang kwn sbb kaw ohh...dlu sy sma dia ok,,then bila suda kamu bsms jak slalu,,hah mula larr tuuu mau cerita2 org...just shut up your mouth.... skali lg sy dgr kaw ckp2 ttg sy,,sy bukan mau warning kau ahhh... trus sy sumbat muka kaw pkai buku lima sy yg sda lama kena asah2... jan bikin panas bahh... kalow suda cerita dulu bt apa mau kc cerita sma org lain?....tgk larr,, 1hari nt sy balas bahh.... ingat sy diam2 sy budak2 lg bole kc buduh2 kan...ok bahh... sy ngn org d seberang sabah dia pun ikut2 p bsalam2 knun... ingat kaw cantik suma org suka larr... org blum tau bahh apa perangai kaw yg btl2... mgada-ngada btl ohh... ehhh ! sakit hati !!.... npk muka baik,,tp lgsg xfikir diri sdiri...sy mgata org bukan apa bahh,,dia pulak lebih2 mau kc cerita2 org lain...org yg kaw bgtau tuu larr yg sy sdiri tanya n dorang ckp betul.... suma kburukan sy kaw kctau org lain... kalow suda xda ketan tuu tiada lahhhh.... bangga laa kaw ada psp hah?....mentang2 sy ni apa jak,,hp pun kena curi2...otak pun bodohh.. kenapalah kalow sy ada kakak angkat?....kaw xtau bahh apa sebb sy mau ada kakak.. ingat sy ni jenis apa bahhh?...ingat sy LESBIAN ??.....FUCK OFF !!!!! tanya dlu diri sdiri okkk..... sy ni anak first,,apa salah kalow sy mau ada kakak or abang,,,ada kaw mau kesah2?....hehhhh penyibuk ! ingat kaw kaya kaw bole suka hati larr cakap2 sma org...kc buruk2 sy... emm biar lahhh... suka hati kaw !!! yg penting sy bukan suka2 mau ada kakak mau ada abang... cuz kalow mau cari bestfriend?...paling2 pun jumpa kawan makan kawan jak lahhhh... nevermind !! im done here... i never wanna know your life so dont busybody mau mgata org... ingat diri dia bgs sgt,,suma org suka dia lahhh..suma lahh diaaa... ok bahhhh,,IM DONE !!! blog saja laa tmpt mluahh,,kalow larr blog boleh dgr luahan hati ini btapa best nyaa.. tak apa lahhh... syukur ada blog :) good night ! congratezz to sabah karate team sukma :) very proud of u... to DIRA N NIZA don give up ! keep training... <3 both !^^ also miss bro mel :)

i dont know what is this feeling

tuhan.... kadang-kadang aku berasa keseorangan.... kadang-kadang aku berasa seperti orang berlumba2 untuk menanyakan khabarku... tapi terus pergi begitu shj... hhhmmmm adakah aku patut mencari seorang yang hanya ada bila aku memerlukannya?.... untuk apa?... bolehkah aku meletakkan kepercayaan yang penuh padanya?....apa kahh perasaan yang melanda diri ini?......... aku keliru...binggung....sunyi..... tapi aku selalu mencuba untuk tidak merasa begini.... tapi apakan daya,,, semua orang ada hal masing2 untuk di selesaikan... aku?....seperti aku ibarat angin yang bertiup sepoi bahasa.....seperti tiada gunanya hidup di dunia......tetapi aku bimbang,,risau terhadap keluarga,kawan dan teman hidup....membuat aku terfikir semula apa yang patut aku lakukan.... seringkali perkara negatif terlintas di fikiran,,hendak saja aku bunuh diri jika betul aku ni tiada guna di dunia lagi....tapi,,aku ingin terus mencuba untuk mghindari bisikan syaitan ini...hati jadi mangsa,,menahan suka duka,....menahan perasaan supaya tidak terikutkan kata hati..... penat...... jika perkara ini kerap berlaku....... aku hanya lah seorang insan.. yang ingin berjaya dlm apa yang aku minati dan kemahuan ku,,,.....apakan daya,,semua itu ada hikmahnyaaaa..... i dont know what will happen after this... :( im sad